Posted by Scentedgarden on January 11, 2007, at 18:20:06
In reply to Re: after first appt of the year i feel like im dy » Scentedgarden, posted by muffled on January 10, 2007, at 18:16:03
i remebered 3 now...
3) what i learn from her is so with me yes...
im hurting so much i cant talk right now..
this is the hardest i dont want to see her again...i dont deserve her.. im nothing compared to her..she helps epeople and all i am is a pain in the neck.. she has a lovely life and im alone..she deerves a good life...but im a nobody with nothing to offer anyone...sometimes like today and yesterday i just want to ....i cant write it here but its probably obvious ...i dont want to be here, because im not a nice person...
im selfish and horrible ,a nd i take from her..and im not ever going to be as good and kind as her...and i hurt now and i dont know...im in aplce i dont know...please anyone pray for me...if you pray pray for me...thank you
and thank you muffled ....
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SG
poster:Scentedgarden
thread:720991
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