Posted by inimitable on December 29, 2006, at 14:32:41
In reply to Re: worthless and stupid » inimitable, posted by Poet on December 29, 2006, at 11:21:58
yeah i haven't been tested but i think my math ability is at about fourth grade too. i think my limit is fractions. i have taken the lowest form of math twice. i droppe dout once and then failed the next time. i still need it for my degree, so i'll ahve to do it eventually, and pass.
and muffled, you better plan your bank robbery so that no one gets hurt! other than that, good luck on it! heehehehe :) thanks for the suggestions. i don't have any money at all right now (won't even be able to pay rent on the first). but i do already have a pair of hiking boots that i bought last year for my first and only backpacking trip (a class). so i have those. i don't have a car though, and live in a tiny little town that has a big university in it, so it's filled with apartments, campus, and stores. there are some woods, but only tiny ones, with not much to hike in. hopefully once i get a job, i can save a little money to go for a weekend trip one day, or at least a very good day trip :)
my therapist has told me before that i may feel worthless and stupid, but i have qualities that others don't have, like that i am insightful! my thereapist told me i was insightful! i have always thought that of myself (mainly how i know about myself, not really how insightful i am with others), and i told him yeah i might be insightful and all, and i think that that is why i was slow to get close to him, being my thereapist and all, because if i got too close to him, he would get to know me better than i knew myself, and since i always prided myself on knowing myself better than anyone else, if he knew me better than me, he would take the only thing away from me that i have to be proud of! but he hasn't taken it all yet, cause he doens't know me better than me yet, but i am sure with time, he might, and the idea is kind of scary, but hopefully by the time that happens, i'll have gotten some other ability (like backpacking) that i could be proud of, and it won't matter as much anymore!
*inimitable
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