Posted by kerria on November 16, 2006, at 13:39:23
In reply to You'll be okay Kerria :), posted by cassie17 on November 16, 2006, at 13:12:07
Thank you. It helped i think that you wrote.
i'm in a bad place. It's not evident that my family loves me- at all. It's the opposite.
it hurts so much- i have not been able to stop myself from revisting the other place- i feel so so hurt- no one cares about the things they said that causes so much pain- i didn't do anything at all to deserve the negativity- and the ostrasizing. i took their advice and have nothing.tears.
The past and the present a- and that from who i thought were my friends- i feel like everyone is against me- even this new T was so impersonal- almost accusitory as talked about all the rules.
I AM SO BROKEN.
i am so broken.
it's so ironic that you meannnnntioned knitting- i tried to so hard the past monthss- got this dvd from the library but my parts wouldn't let me ever put it in. and i kept it- it wasn't lost but kept forgetting to bring it back- we owe the price of it and took it back- still not ever trying:(
i'm so disabled.
i feel so much pain.
why is everything so hard and people so negative- i was never negative- i still don't feel negative towards them but i can't understand why they hurt me so much- when i was doing all i could do.
i was taking their advice i- have this new T who doesn't even know me- treats me just like a criminal and i'm so hurt.
i had to make so many calls to find anyone- don't you remember how many calls it took? i told everyone there. They forgot.i feels so alone and so rejected. i can't take it anymore.
tears,
tears
kerria
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