Posted by Amandafran on October 26, 2006, at 19:02:29
In reply to Re: I need some help » Amandafran, posted by Raindancer on October 26, 2006, at 18:53:51
Thanks. I am struggling. I read on the computer about how bpd people tend to use frantic efforts to not be abandoned..and I feel like my T has done just that. I emailed him two times already this evening and the second time I was telling him that I didnt know how to act because I knew he would take my actions as being a part of the BPD...so I already feel like he has abandoned me!
You know I am fascinated learning about all of this...but it is different when it is YOU that it pertains to. I have been misdiagnosed SEVERAL TIMES...not by him...but my previous T...and but I think we have NAILED it. I just dont know how to be me anymore. I was confused to begin with..but now I dont know what is right or wrong anymore. WHAT REALLY STINKS is that my Psychiatrist is not able to see me until the MIDDLE of NOV. so Im on prozac and Lamical....but obviously not enough...and I cannot get my medicine changed or regulated until then...WHAT THE HECK am I supposed to do between now and then...I was already starting to suffer Panic Attacks...and they wouldnt write me any meds because I used to overuse Ativan...so Im already suffering from that...
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