Posted by milly on March 21, 2006, at 16:26:50
In reply to Re: I can't stop thinking what a stupid thing to say » milly, posted by fairywings on March 17, 2006, at 20:12:38
> Don't you hate it when ppl draw you out just a little more than you ever wanted to be drawn out, or if you put things in a way they could be misconstued? I tend so say too much.** Yep I do and it gets me into sooo much trouble. That was why I really didn't want to find myself telling him that. There is a history of my honesty being twisted and turned to be used against me yet still I don't learn to be guarded in my answers
> Maybe he understood that he was new to you, and maybe you were nervous. Dont' you suppose if he had any real concerns he wouldn't have let you walk out? If he knew the context of what you were talking about AT ALL, then I'd guess he completely understood where you were coming from. How did he seem to respond to what you were telling him?
** He looked a little shaken and unsure of himself (but he is new he didn't even know the meds I was on without looking them up in a book!!) he asked me to talk about it with my T but I didn't bother except to tell him today that I think I had frightened the new pdoc which made him laugh.
T knows that I know that I am a potential danger to this guy and I actually have a contract to contact T if I think it is going to get the better of me. So he's relatively safe.> I hope you're feeling a little better with all of it. When do you see him again? BTW, your last pdoc does sound really insensitive. How can she expect to treat you w/o any perspective into your situation?
** I see pdoc in 5 weeks and he does seem more sensitive than the other one who would probably have completly over-reacted if I had said it to her,
Thanks for your support, milly
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