Posted by milly on March 16, 2006, at 5:56:45
I had a pdoc appt yesterday, he's new and I've never met him before. Previous pdoc and I had our differences (she was an insensitive *ss-hole, told me my T was 'paid to listen to me winge!!)
Anyway i was determined to be 'good'but it all went so wrong.I forgot he might not know most of the history about certain things because onlt T knows and somehow we got to talking about my obsessive thoughts about doing something majorly revengeful to a certain person and he asked me what stopped me from acting on these and now I realise I was supposed to say ' because i know it would be wrong and the concequenses that it would entail' and I went and said ' because I'm only going to get one shot at this and I want it to be at just the right moment for full effect, infront of the right people'.
He then asked what I thought would happen to which I replied 'I'd been seen as a hero who has made the world a better place'
SH*T I can see now how this might sound to him and I really did want to be 'good'
poster:milly
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