Posted by Susan47 on February 1, 2006, at 10:08:46
In reply to Re: my new coping (?) mechanism » fallsfall, posted by crushedout on January 28, 2006, at 18:16:25
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> isn't it crazy that i would (even subconsciously) force a crisis upon myself when all is going well? i think i do it all the time. i obviously have to take a look at why i might be doing this.
I just came to this thread and if it's crazy, then I'm crazy because I exposed myself to the T at his office, I mean, NOT undressed or anything, or even verbally, but I remember getting out a COLOURING BOOK and colouring in it, I remember him standing there looking down at what I was doing, maybe trying to formulate an adequate response, decipher whether one was needed. I don't remember anything after that, immediately, but I remember doing it on purpose and also against my will, but knowing there was reasoning behind it. After that the dynamics changed, for me, I don't remember how.. but it was more painful than ever, and brought me to a place where I was able to bring completion to my inner work (?) don't know if that sounds right. I'll read to the end of your thread, just what you write, because you're brave and it's so good to watch you doing what you need.
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