Posted by happyflower on December 11, 2005, at 22:09:06
In reply to More sh*t, more abuse triggers, posted by happyflower on December 11, 2005, at 16:24:08
She even worked for our communtity EMT. Oh, how everyone thought she was such a hero, for saving lives. How can someone be so nice and have such a dark side that would make someone shutter with disbelieve at all the cruel stuff she did.
Was it funny eating my pet rabbits for dinner? Oh, it's chicken she says. She said she would make me eat my vomit if threw it up.
I remember the pain of the burn, I didn't know to put ice on it, it just burned and burned and I thought I must have been very bad for my mom to hate me and hurt me so much. She threatened to kill me if I told anyone including my dad. I wonder if he would have believed me if I tried to tell him?
He died from colon cancer 3 days before X-mas 5 years ago and I belive my mom hastened his death so she could be with her new man who she married 6 months after my dad died. The last time I saw him I saw fear in his eyes. Was it fear about my mom or fear of dying? I don't know. I will never forget it. Could my mom been abusing him while he was so weak and dying , I don't know. I know she was angry at him a lot when he was too weak and needed a cane to walk. She told me that he wanted everyone to feel sorry for himself because he didn't need a cane.
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