Posted by happyflower on December 11, 2005, at 16:17:45
I guess I feel like I can talk about this now, and in therapy this week. Well after having my burning accident this week, it triggered memories of my mother burning me with hot light bulbs because " I was a bad girl". It hurt really bad, emotionally and espeically physically. I haven't told my T all my abuse, he knows some of the emotional stuff and the hitting with objects but not the burning stuff.
Well since I have sleeping meds to help me sleep, there is a bad side, nightmares. I have been having nightmares the last couple of nights of memories of my mother burning me. But what is strange is her face fades in and out and alternates with my DH face.
So what does this mean, I am suffering from the beginnings of PTSD? with the nightmares and all.
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