Posted by orchid on November 17, 2005, at 21:53:07
In reply to Re: Orchid, how are you doing? » orchid, posted by Jen Star on November 17, 2005, at 20:53:22
Yes it is a spa like place. Maybe not quite like that but I will be getting oil massages daily and the place is supposed to be very beautiful. I am looking forward to it.
I am sorry I didn't follow up on your job front. But a while back you had written about looking for a job and you also had mentioned about doing some art work, and difficulty in finding out people to network etc. I hope it has worked out well.
I miss the holiday season out there. I used to love the snow season and the lightings. I really miss it :-(. It was the best thing I liked there.
I don't think I will write to my old T. I am pretty convinced now that either he completely dislikes me for some reason, or is extremely indifferent to me. And he doesn't want to hear from me also. He used to treat me well a while back and tried to help me out and he was very genuine at that time, but perhaps he has changed a lot now - he had moved to a new city, his family had become very important etc - so perhaps he is not so genuine and simple as before. He had been extremely indifferent even after I told him I was suffering so much. I didn't expect it from him. Writing again will unnecessarily end up humiliating myself and embarrasment and shame. I haven't written to him for 4 - 5 months. And besides he isn't practicing also. I don't know what profession he is in now. I feel sorry sometimes it ended badly this way, but perhaps it wasn't meant to end well.
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