Posted by B2chica on November 10, 2005, at 10:17:04
In reply to I am afraid I might give up one of these days, posted by orchid on November 10, 2005, at 5:29:00
it's interesting that your thoughts of giving up in life coincide with you moving back home and near your father.... remember, thoughts are ok, but crossing the line into action is not. so explore your thoughts. what's at the root, what's pushing these thoughts of death into your mind? is it other thoughts you don't want to deal with so your escaping into thoughts of death?
also, your dad may be playing the innocent card but if it makes you uncomfortable then it needs to stop. some people are just naturally touchy feely people but there are boundries and if they can't figure them out on their own, YOU need to say them. someone mentioned a really tactful way of saying this, something about your my dad and i love you but don't do that.
and PLEASE don't give up. this is a lot to cope with, but i KNOW you are strong. it may not feel like it now. but i've read your posts for a long time and i KNOW you have it in you. just hang on. heck just stand there and i'll hang on to you....PROMISE. i've got a grip like a pit bull. i won't let go as long as you need me. and if i get tired i'll create a babble rope, me, gg, happyflower, tamar, daisym all the others well all hang tight.
ALWAYS come here. voice what you feel. as long as you say what pains you it won't have control over you!please take care
b2c.
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