Posted by orchid on November 10, 2005, at 5:29:00
In reply to **trigger** I have been feeling somewhat suicidal, posted by orchid on November 10, 2005, at 4:51:00
Sorry for the multiple posts.
But I am getting scared of myself. And I don't like myself at all. I am thinking I might end up just giving up everything and die one of these days. I can't seem to be able to handle anything. And there is no use in living like this constantly struggling.
I love my dad. I can't even imagine a life when he is not there. He has been my strong point all along. And I just don't feel that towards my husband. I want someone strong like my father to be with me in my life. Sometimes I think I am really crazy.
Plus I am living with constant physical pain. It is just too much to cope up with.
And I don't feel any reason to live. I don't think I am in any immediate danger, but what if I give up one of these days?
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