Posted by B2chica on October 14, 2005, at 9:22:05
In reply to Re: i want a take back. » B2chica, posted by muffled on October 13, 2005, at 11:31:56
Thank you all SO much. your support means the world to me.
i told my T yesterday that i'm really scared. that i'm scared to talk about it and tired of thinking about it. since i have this thing with setting dates he suggested i set a date for next monday to start, and that we just jump in at the beginning of session so that we'd have enough time to get 'there' and back before times up. he asked me to think of some type of protection, and right away i thought of a shield like in the mideval days, you know with a crest on it. well, he asked me to think of what would be on that crest (he knows i like to draw) so he said he wants me to draw it out and bring it in next week. that i didn't have to start next monday if i wasn't ready but to set some type of date.
i think i can do it, i just don't know how i'm supposed to start.theres SO much to discuss, do i start when it all started? do i talk about the most recent and work backwards? how do i do this?
please if you have any suggestions. i think one of you mentioned start with whats easiest....none of it is. it all makes me feel uncomfortable, ashamed and humiliated.b2c.
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