Posted by cubic_me on September 12, 2005, at 11:44:12
In reply to Re: Why crying isn't okay, posted by jammerlich on September 12, 2005, at 9:08:34
I was conditioned into not crying by my mum. I went for years and years without crying, finally 'letting go' for the first time when I was at uni and my best friend had killed herself. I still cry only very rarely, the hardest part is really wanting to cry and not being able to. I suppose that's part of the reason why I turned to self injury.
The only emotion I show infront of my mum is happiness, and that isn't very pronounced. Any other emotion or emotional gesture is out of the question for me.
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