Posted by pinkeye on July 29, 2005, at 21:19:16
In reply to Lott: Q on getting attracted to older, wiser men, posted by pinkeye on July 29, 2005, at 20:40:54
Your words in a thread above..
"Having had a very charismatic and dynamic father who had a psychotic break when I was 15 and never fully recovered, the situation of a male authority figure lecturing was already ripe with emotional and erotic possibility to me, and the acceptance of an authority figure seemed to promise something very symbolic. At the same time, I was ready to hate them and take them on for everything they said that didn't seem exactly right to me. And I always half-expected them to go crazy and turn on me.
How did you ever recover from this?? I have the same problem. I simulateneously like and simulateneously hate men like that.I have been trying so very hard to break away from that.
How did you get yourself cleared of this?? Would you be willing to share? It would help me so immensely.
Thanks.
Pinkeye.
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