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Re: My feelings about my ex T are not real at all » pinkeye

Posted by sunny10 on June 21, 2005, at 15:30:26

In reply to My feelings about my ex T are not real at all, posted by pinkeye on June 21, 2005, at 14:53:16

sounds like your feelings, though projected, are very real.

That's a huge breakthrough you have there. The question is, what can you do to learn how NOT to "try to make everyone into who you want them to be".

I have the same issue to some extent. Not with my dad, specifically, but ANYONE who could possibly love me. An old T told me that I kept choosing men who didn't treat me as well as they should because I wanted to woo them into becoming someone who loved me. All because I was not loved as a child. I picked the wrong ones because I wanted to "change the ending", so to speak.

I wonder if you have done the same thing. Your father did some things that were emotionally abusive. So does your husband- only with your husband it has morphed into physical abuse as well.

So I wonder if you want to "change the ending", too. Switch it around so that you wind up with the father figure that you love who will love you so much that he will magically change into all of the right things your father was to you, and none of the bad things. It could happen, theoretically. But only if your hubby wants to become that man. Only he can change him. You can't. It is impossible to change someone else.

All of this does not mean that you're wrong to feel the way that you do. But it would be healthier for you to want to change (and from your previous posts, it sounds like you do).

Change is always hard. And there are always losses involved in becoming another person. Some relationships will fall by the wayside if the other person does not like or approve of the person you are becoming.

It doesn't HAVE to be an end for you and your hubby. But it might be.

Figure out the healthy good stuff about your father figure that you are searching for. Refuse the unhealthy bad stuff about what father figure stands for within you. Perhaps you need an older, wiser, gentle man who can love you like a daughter. But you definitely don't want one who emotionally or physically abuses you. And you don't want one that makes you feel uncomfortable in any way.

Good luck with all of this new stuff you have learned about yourself. I have no doubt that you are one who can make a silk pouch out of a sow's ear.


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