Posted by john berk on June 19, 2005, at 18:46:11
In reply to drinking again, posted by cockeyed on June 14, 2005, at 23:14:43
hi! i understand where you are coming from completely!! sobriety is a neurotic dance through society for me as well, [excellent description], and although i now have 6 month's sober, i think about a drink every weekend. [week nights too, lol] i would love to be "out" there, partying in the clubs, but i'm in a position where i have to stay sober too.
i find life very boring and lame without alcohol, although i do so well sober, work, running,family relationships], but i don't feel well sober either, i'm doing therapy to figure out why, but i would assume it is just my love of getting high, a way for me to have something of my own, a refuge at times. to others it may sound sad, but i would prefer to drink over the sober life style anytime!! i wish you luck in finding your way, i just wanted you to know there is someone else in the same "boat" !! please take "jazzed" advice though, don't drink and drive. peace....john berk
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