Posted by Emily Elizabeth on June 18, 2005, at 22:07:56
I think that GG mentioned the audio CD "Warming The Stone Child: Myths & Stories About Abandonment And The Unmothered Child" I just listened to it and--wow. It was really interesting and well done. It really struck a chord with me. So, thanks GG. Anyone who hasn't listened to it, I reccomend it.
Also, okay, this is really dumb, but I want to tell my T about this CD and what I thought about it, but I'm embarassed. Sort of like I don't want her to think that I am "cheating on her" by learning things that she hasn't okayed (not that I think she would disagree with any of this). And also, I don't want her to think that I am being melodramatic or something. Like I don't want her to think to herself, "Why does she make such a big deal of everything? Nothing that bad has happened to her."
Ugh! I feel crazy for even thinking this! I'm being irrational, but I can't stop it. Okay, I also have to (somewhat sheepishly) admit that I am actually training to be a therpist myself. I know that it is okay to learn these thinjgs, think these things, etc. but I still feel strange about it.
Sigh. I feel a little nuts. Can someone relate? I'm feeling lonely and crazy. :(
EE
poster:Emily Elizabeth
thread:515240
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20050615/msgs/515240.html