Posted by Susan47 on April 20, 2005, at 15:56:32
In reply to Re: Teasing T's: Does it Happen?, posted by Joslynn on April 20, 2005, at 15:38:07
I suppose it's possible, it's really hard to see myself the way I want to though. Because I know my flaws, right? And I was always a very homely child, I think.. I don't know. I just see myself, you know, with this massive worried face always. Little brown eyes, smudges underneath all the time, never a smile, tiny little mouth almost disappearing. It was pathetic. And then I was always teased because I have this obvious skin condition, my skin isn't normal. Although I'm finally learned to manage my eczema.. my daughter's in trouble, I hate that I passed on bad things. But I did. oh dear, see I don't know where this is coming from but it's been so big in shaping me, all of what I'm writing is just so me.. I kind of sickened myself, all my life, you know?