Posted by lonelygal2 on February 13, 2005, at 23:12:37
In reply to Re: i'm dumb. » lonelygal2, posted by 10derHeart on February 13, 2005, at 20:40:20
i keep thinking about it, and i dunno what i want. i feel like even if i saw her tuesday, i would probably not feel settled afterwards, and would worry about it all and drive myself crazy and if i called her, drive her crazy too, and that there would be no end to it all. b/c i feel vulnerable, and scared, and umm, i don't want to trust someone and then be disappointed.
i'm embarassed too that i screwed everything up already. its only been a couple of days! i'm not good with relationships- obviously.