Posted by tryingtobewise on February 13, 2005, at 19:23:30
In reply to From Depression to Lonely Depression, posted by Susan47 on February 11, 2005, at 22:21:42
Susan ~ I sure can relate to being lonely in a crowd. I'm that way even when not depressed. It is 10 x worse when I am.
Thank you for your response.
> Wow. Bang, in the space of a couple of hours, just like that. Had to leave a little party because of it. I'm lonely in a huge crowd of people ... no one interests me anymore. I don't like this, it's scary. It happens a lot. It's getting more and more difficult to leave the apartment.
> I'm impatient and angry with a girl who I drive to class, used to be three times a week but I had to tell her I couldn't anymore. It was too much. She's depressed herself, really much worse than I am. She smells bad, I have to open the windows, she's hard to look at because she doesn't really take any care about her appearance. She's got no coping skills, she doesn't think straight, she's obstinate, stubborn and unpleasant and I don't like her. It's not me I'm talking about, either, surprise. I wish she'd just go away.