Posted by daisym on February 3, 2005, at 0:10:23
In reply to Re: Caution - Pity Party alert » daisym, posted by antigua on February 1, 2005, at 13:03:15
Orange cream cycles were one of my favorites as a kid. I haven't had one in years!
You sound just like my therapist "you wouldn't be getting your memories if you weren't ready for them." I can handle almost all of this except the fear...remembering and reexperiencing the fear is so very hard. It colors everything and makes me lose confidence in myself. I don't trust my experiences or my feelings so I'm afraid to make decisions. This doesn't work well when you are trying to run a company.
There are a ton of somatic feelings coming up around all of this and it is just plain weird and freaky. Perhaps you will get these body memories before you get your feelings. I don't think there are any rules about how all this works.
Thanks for the support. Can I hide in your linen closet too?