Posted by Bent on January 31, 2005, at 20:40:28
In reply to Re: What did I do? *possible trigger*, posted by chaaya on January 31, 2005, at 13:22:58
Actually, I think I need to talk, well write, about this. I went to therapy today. It was in the back of my mind the whole time. I talked about the fight I had with my fiance and how I felt so much pain which is kinda unusal for me. In other words, I talked about everything except what I really wanted to tell her - the cutting part. Its like my head was just going to burst I as sat there. I wonder why I am putting so much pressure on myself to tell her? It's like I feel that I am not being totally honest with her if I dont tell her. I have not cut anymore, nor have I thought about doing it, but I still feel that i need to tell her. I thought about calling her to just get it off my chest so I dont have to agonize over it for another week. I dont think I want to say all that over the phone though. Thanks so much for asking. I really needed to vent a little.
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