Posted by Dinah on January 26, 2005, at 18:21:22
In reply to Re: It just doesn't seem right. » Dinah, posted by mair on January 26, 2005, at 18:13:02
That's the main problem. I'm not entirely sure he's willing to supply it. The first week (crack number one) he insisted on it. The second week we had plans for three times a week to taper back down to normal. Then came crack number two and three more sessions including a Saturday one bringing me to five again. It's been day to day so far this week. And I'm scared each time I ask that he's going to say that he thinks I'm coming in too much. And he's being his usual "You're responsible for your own therapy" self and not even giving me the tiniest inkling of what he thinks. I guess I *do* need to be suicidal for him to let me know what he thinks. :(
So I guess while sometimes I'm honest to the point of foolhardy with him, other times I'm just as scared as someone new to therapy. Actually, we're doing such different stuff in therapy this week that it's almost as if I am new to therapy.
But you're right. I do feel I need to be on death's door to ask for something so self indulgent.
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