Posted by antigua on January 11, 2005, at 15:40:06
In reply to Re: Called T - VERY, VERY BAD » Skittles, posted by littleone on January 11, 2005, at 14:56:21
"If things go wrong, I leave them. If things are going right, I leave them. Which means that I'm always trying to leave my T. However, no matter how much I want to, or how strongly I can justify it, I know that it is my pattern playing out again and it's certainly one I need to break to be able to get better"
I could have easily written that. I run when things are good or bad--I just get so overwhelmed physically and I have to literally and figuratively get away from whoever (whomever?) has gotten too close.
I always make excuses for my behavior but I know what I'm doing.
antigua
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