Posted by mmcconathy on November 26, 2004, at 23:33:38
Listen, i dont really what change has taken place, but lately my thoughts have been intense and disturbing. My train of thought has been changed, my thoughts are unfamiliar, and begin racing.
I feel as i've lost mental stablity, i made a completely humiliated myself when i called 911 and said i was having a heart attack, but when i got the emergency room and just said "i ...i dont know, im going insane" and sent home saying its was just an anxiety attack.
After that i felt as an egg had splattered over my head, with tingling feelings and numbness over my face, and completely did not reconize anything, after that i dont rerember anything. But i talked to the nurse the next day claiming that I completely told them that I was fine, and i just became a little overwhelmed, nothing to worry about.
I do not rerember EVER doing that, and i argued but she said that was what was recorded. Also, i've had calls asking why i missed my appointments that i never made, with CPA's, banks, claiming that i made a called and checked in, along with unfamiliar phone numbers that was in my handwriting.
I dont know, i may just be having some memory difficulties. I may bring this up to my doctor soon. This may just be a simple memory problem.