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Not so ridiculous anymore

Posted by Dinah on October 18, 2004, at 9:20:24

Therapist has health concerns in his own family. Not sure when he'll be available. It hurt to hear him so shaky when he called to cancel. I wish I could make everything better for everyone I care about.

What I call my stool of support has one leg dead, two legs preoccupied (quite understandably and rightly) with problems of their own. While weight is bearing down on me, and support is needed.

Acting out under the circumstances would seem excessively rude. I'm medicated up the wazoo, and I suppose I'll have to remain so indefinitely. But I also have work to do that's difficult to do when chuck full of Risperdal and Klonopin.

I hurt so much for those I care about who are hurting.

But I also wonder if it would be ok to call the EMDR therapist I didn't hate. Or the therapist my therapist wanted to be my backup therapist when he was at the clinic. Would that be rude to my therapist? Don't suggest my pdoc. He's absolutely useless for therapy.

Babble is my only intact leg of support. (And given Admin events, it seems a bit shaky.) And that hardly seems fair to you guys.

I'm off to work to muddle through as best I can the backlog waiting for me there. Not easy considering how much meds are flooding my system.

This too shall pass. This too shall pass. This too shall pass.

Anyone have spare wishes that it can pass quickly? If this med strategy doesn't work, I think it's the hospital for me. And that seems sort of rude to my therapist. And it will leave my husband without the support he needs, and my son without the caretaker he needs, since virtually all the family is laid up or preoccupied with someone laid up.

I'm trying to be strong. But I'm just not.

 

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