Posted by shortelise on September 15, 2004, at 1:01:58
It's beginning to feel ok. Went from once a week to twice a week and now it;s feeling ok. I didn't come home and howl yesterday like I did two weeks ago. I haven't howled since two weeks ago in fact.
He is pushing me toward the door, pushing gently but persistently. I am holding on tooth and nail.
So most of the time I feel good, really so much better than I did six years ago. I feel like a decent human most of the time, I feel almost capable, almost intelligent, almost ... acceptable. Hopefully time will make it all realer.
But here's a question for you all:
yikes
I wrote that and the question went right out of my head, which means it was very close to home and I can't deal with it. I honestly have NO IDEA what I was going to ask...
Argh. Aren't I just the poster child for mental health!
ShortE, who is going to bed now
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