Posted by rubenstein on August 15, 2004, at 10:32:45
In reply to Re: Worst moments in therapy, posted by gardenergirl on August 15, 2004, at 8:29:26
Gosh this is much harder to write. I was in the middle of my first crisis, I was on the wrong meds and had just started the SI thing at a much more regular frequency. I couldn't get into the pyschiatrist for another month and I had an appointment scheduled with my therapist after a two week hiatus scheduled. The office called in the morning and cancelled and the next available time was two weeks later. I was devastated and to insecure to ask for help when I needed it. I knew it wasn't personal but it really enabled me to harbour many issues of mistrust for the next couple of months. Then when I went in...at the end of the session he said that we needed to see each other every week. I was happy, but the way he said it was not one of his best moments and part of me felt so very ashamed for having to be the needy client. It was not a good moment and things have improved from there, although I must admit this vacation does bring back many of the old trust issues that I previously had.
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