Posted by biohazard2 on August 14, 2004, at 22:19:12
In reply to i AM an artist » Angela2, posted by octopusprime on August 11, 2004, at 0:18:07
well i am really an artist. and this sickness of biopolar type II has been rough on me, it makes me procastinate on artwork and jobs i have to do. i have so much potenial, but i am wasting it. when i was younger i did a lot of art, but as i got older i had to drink more. my production suffered and i became an asshole. then i when into the corporate world, and there i have succeded for a while. but my illness has been taking it's toll.
what really pisses me off is i have really cool ideas but i am too freaking messed up to act on them. i really hope this lithium kicks in, and i can lay off the booze.
anyway i feel i am all talk anymore, no action. i hope to change this soon.