Psycho-Babble Psychology | about psychological treatments | Framed
This thread | Show all | Post follow-up | Start new thread | List of forums | Search | FAQ

Re: Update DaisyM

Posted by antigua on May 27, 2004, at 21:43:55

In reply to Re: Update, posted by DaisyM on May 27, 2004, at 20:04:29

My father left for good when I was nine--across country too, BTW. I thought I had driven him away, that if he had loved me enough, or if I'd been "better" he never would have left. It took years for me to know that his leaving had nothing at all to do with me. He was a man and I was a child. He always had women; I was nothing special, although that's what I held onto in order to tolerate what he did to me.

My T says my father was narcisstic. I know that means something (to me, he had no morals, conscience, or nobody to whom he had to be accountable to) but I haven't looked up the psychological definitions. All I know is that as a young girl, funny as it may seem, he was the stable force in my life and I did whatever I had to do to keep our family together. Kids are so vulnerable, I see now, and we think we are the center of the universe and hold all the power. I think it's good when we learn we don't, but it makes me feel hopeless too, knowing that all that I thought made a difference actually made no difference at all.

I know this is intense and I'll stop now. I know that I tend to overwhelm others. You are doing so great--if you can't see it, I do.

I hope you can enjoy your weekend,




Post a new follow-up

Your message only Include above post

Notify the administrators

They will then review this post with the posting guidelines in mind.

To contact them about something other than this post, please use this form instead.


Start a new thread

Google www
Search options and examples
[amazon] for

This thread | Show all | Post follow-up | Start new thread | FAQ
Psycho-Babble Psychology | Framed

poster:antigua thread:350498