Posted by B2chica on May 15, 2004, at 22:17:47
In reply to (((((b2c))))), posted by finelinebob on May 15, 2004, at 21:05:07
I just have no words flb.
i've been sitting here crying for the last 10min trying to think how to respond to this...
i just don't know how...
I wish you could be there Monday for my T appt holding my hand. i already printed this off, maybe i'll bring it in and just pretend it's you.
>Just remember: you survived the pain the first time, when you had no support, no one to help, maybe someone else actively contributing to the pain who isn't there right now, and you have so many more skills now to help yourself.
> There's no calculus of pain.
--Since you've put it this way, I think as long as i live i'll never forget the PU factor...:)
> The day I stopped dancing was a big day for me.
--i can't wait till this day. Thanks for the words of hope.
> If you get this sort of lockjaw, if all you can do is get out some sort of "blllllyyyyeeeeaaaaahhhhhhoooooowwww!" or primal scream or anything ... well, again, it helped me.
Between this is the PU's i was laughing through my tears. i just can't tell you how this one reply has made me feel.
I can't tell you how thankful i am that you were online tonight. and that i came in to work to check on some things. (have no computer at home). I was beginning to worry about getting through till my appt on monday afternoon...now i know i can just read and reread your comments.
From the bottom of this pained and confused heart is my DEEPEST THANKS to you FLB.