Posted by B2chica on May 11, 2004, at 11:50:27
In reply to B2C, I'm still alive. I hope you are, too. (nm), posted by ghost on May 11, 2004, at 10:39:26
was Real tough for me. I finally danced around the actual topics i want to talk about with my T. I'm still not close to talking about them but i was able to admit that their there. i told him that i rationalize myself out of talking about them.
Bad news is i've still been cutting and i'm beginning to wonder if i'll ever stop. and i hate going in and starting Every sessions with "well...i cut...blah blah" i'm sick of it. A Large part of me just wants to tell him i'm fine and i have no problems, so lets just stop.
And it just seems like once a week is Forever with talking to him. It takes me 1/2 the session just getting comfortable talking again.
Then after our session i am completely useless the rest of the day. i space out and just contemplate things. can't function at all.
Any experience with this?