Posted by toomuchpain on May 7, 2004, at 8:30:09
In reply to Re: is sorry ok ?, posted by gardenergirl on May 5, 2004, at 22:39:32
well i have had alot of thought and read the input i have recived from all u wonderful ppl ... and i have decided to forgive him ... so i called his office and told him that i did forgive but i will never forget what he put me through .. i also told him PLEASE do not do this to anyone else because there may be someone out there that can not be as strong as myself to deal with it .. i cryed the whole time !!! and he said he was sorry again .. he asked if i wanted to see him out side the office or ever speak to him again and i told him that i would update him on my treatment and things like that but other wise there will no contact between us... it was so hard to tell someone i care about so much and love that i will not be talking to him except on certian occasions to let him know how my treatment is going ..
i know i did the best thing for me and him ... it isnt worth my well being and it isnt worth his job i have tomuch resecpt for him and i to do that ..even though i will miss him so very much he will always have a part of my heart that no one can replace ... through good times and the worst of times .. i have learned so much from him and i think he has also learned alot from me ...