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i started cutting ...

Posted by toomuchpain on March 18, 2004, at 1:31:38

hey everyone it is just lil old me lol ...

i have a big problem that i have never had to deal with ... i started cutting ... i am trying to release the pain on the inside that my former t has induced on me ... it works for a lil bit and i feel better ... when i cut i am hoping in some way he is feeling the pain i am inducing on myself ...

i want him to feel the pain i feel ... i want him to suffer the way i am ... i dont want him to smile at me or even to speak my name .... when i see him i go str8 in the restroom and if i dont have anything to cut with i will go home and cut on my arms and my rist and my legs as i am doing this i am crying and asking the lord above why do i have to be in this pain and why aint he suffering ...

is this a cry for help ?

does this mean i want to kill myself ?

i am so confused .....

this is something i feel from a movie i saw GIRL INTERUPPTED

i know how it hurts to smile ...
i know what it is like to want to die
you try to fit i n but you can't....
how you hurt yourself on the outside to kill the thing on the inside ...




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