Posted by thewriteone on February 9, 2004, at 15:04:14
I ended things with my T last week. It's been so hard. I'm sure between the hours that I would usually see her tonight will be the worst. I hope you guys aren't tired of hearing me talk about this. It's just so hard.
I feel weak because I have such a dependency on her and I feel sad that I'll probably never see her again. She's been the perfect mother for me. I think that point has become complicated by the fact that my own mother will be here tomorrow. We've always had a "rocky" relationship due to her shortcomings and while I think it's a good idea to give her a 2nd chance, I already feel like she's going to disappoint me. After all, there's no way she can live up to my T. It's really quite complicated and I feel like I'm dealing with too many things at once.
I guess the long and short of it all is that it's one week later and I'm still here.
poster:thewriteone
thread:311334
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