Posted by JMBee on September 26, 2007, at 15:56:31
In reply to just need to talk, posted by Lost Soul on November 14, 2006, at 19:25:40
I feel sad, lost, hopeless, angry, helpless. I have a partially blink mother to take care of, a daughter to take care of, a son to take care of and I don't seem to exist at all.
I don't have any love in my life and true love or any type of love seem impossible to come by or find.
sometimes I just want to cry or drink or take some medication that I can find, anything that can make me sleep
I can't trust anyone.
I don't even have any true friends
My exhusband pretended to love me but before I knew what he really was, it was too late
I lost everything including my soul
I felt like I gave him my heart and he put it in a blender and liquify itI need help but don't know where to turn
I saw a shink but he just gave me prozac and paxil, neither worked, actually the prozac taste like metal and the paxil gave me vatigo
I keep telling him that these meds don't work but he just didn't get it. So I stop seeing him and stop taking both meds. I am no better off than when I started seeing himI feel overwhelm...too much to take care off and no one to take care of me...actually...no one to love me. but am sad
poster:JMBee
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