Posted by alexandra_k on April 21, 2009, at 20:28:35
In reply to Pseudoname is dead, posted by meeple on August 23, 2007, at 5:15:24
I still think about you dude. A lot. Its kinda weird 'cause a lot of posting names die. Break apart. Change into different identities. All kinds of weirdness. But what happened to you was different. But I still miss you and think about you a lot. I feel bad that I didn't email you when you weren't around for a time. I guess sometimes I did and sometimes I didn't. You came back every time. Except that time. I can't help wondering whether my emailing you would have made a difference. I suspect not. Hard to live for just one post. May have put it off for another time. Hard to know whether it is kinder to stick around or to go. For you I mean. I hope you are at peace. The absence of pain. I hope you have that. That things are better now in not being painful. My Dad died. Last week. Found out about 2 months ago that he had lung cancer. Was given 3 months to live. He is gone. Doesn't feel real. My brother died when I was an undergrad. Guys die. Mothers never leave you. I hope you are at peace dude. You are remembered well. Kindly. I promise you: I will never forget.