Posted by gardenergirl on December 30, 2005, at 10:14:35
She became ill and decided not to pursue treatment. Still, she was tough and fighting death despite assuring (heck, even begging at one point) everyone she was ready.
Lots of different emotions swirling.
Trying to figure out logistical issues related to getting up there (annierose, hopefully we can have another coffee chat?).
Continuing to be amazed that my father has suddenly begun expressing painful emotions.
Wondering about this new role I've been assigned to be the bearer of bad news to my siblings, something I can't imagine anyone would want to sign up for.
Remembering walking in the woods and listening to her talk about different plants and trees.
Grandma, I hope you reached up to find your heart's desire just floating by...
A sad gg