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Baby Rock's Blue Ribbon days

Posted by katia on July 29, 2004, at 14:00:40

In reply to Re: Merlin's fantastic passing » fayeroe, posted by BarbaraCat on July 29, 2004, at 12:59:03

What nice touching letting go and sending off stories. Although I was there with my precious, it wasn't a good situation. It was 4am on a metal slab at the emergency vet's office. His face was bloody and he couldn't see from pepper spray and his body was beaten by a baton from a cop. I talked to him and told him it was time and I felt him relax in my arms. I turned and kissed his little mouth with his warm little tongue hanging just out. I put my heart to his and kissed him over and over telling him Mommy loves you and then he left. I told the vet to leave I wanted to stay with his body for awhile. But as soon as he died, he really wasn't there anymore. I was holding a body that was lifeless and wasn't him anymore. There didn't feel a reason to stay any longer with the body.
I had to leave and go home a sobbing hysterical wreck, sleep for two hours and then get on a plane to Orlando for a cousin's wedding. The timing of it all was horrendous. I was a sobbing mess on the plane - so far in grief not even trying to get myself together.

Here are pictures of him when he was a blue ribbon show dog. Before the days, he was sent away on his "odyssey to hell with the bad men" his words exactly; not mine. He was such a beauty. He was also a beauty king. He loved to prance around a show how beautiful he is. That's how he won the blue ribbon he told us. He'd charm the judges by making direct eye contact and charming them into his winning. Of course, his looks were there, but he had charm and charisma.
Please let me know if you can't download this:

http://www.angelfire.com/nv/bullrockkennelapbt/rock.html

I found them on the kennel's website where he was bred. He comes from a clean healthy line of APBTs.
His fur was so soft, it felt like chenille. and so clean and shiny.
Give him a kiss for me.
Love,
Katia


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