Posted by SLS on November 23, 2011, at 14:13:22
In reply to Re: anger with God, posted by markwell on November 22, 2011, at 13:34:53
> I mean its spiritual because I have that constant line going through my head. I just sense this is spiritual.
I think we are using the word "spiritual" differently. I did not mean it to describe an evil entity that takes possession of souls. You are not possessed. It is not uncommon that one becomes angry with God for the affliction and pain you suffer. The voices in your head are most likely intrusive thoughts related to your illness. You are having a dialog with yourself, not with a demon.
It takes a lot of work to process the anger you feel towards God. I recommend that you speak to clergy or find books that deal with this issue. I was angry with God for quite a few years. Nothing has changed with my illness, but I am no longer angry with God. It is a difficult thing to work through, and it takes time. In the meantime, you shouldn't think that you are a bad person. God knows what has happened to you and forgives you for being angry with Him.
Some see things as they are and ask why.
I dream of things that never were and ask why not.
- George Bernard Shaw