Posted by Jaye on April 28, 2003, at 6:24:33
Ever since I can remember,which would be about 4 years of age, I've suffered terribly with mental pain and the act of trying to fight it off, trying various meds, complaining to Drs and therapists, on and on,40 years of searching for real lasting help. I finally found a guy who said I could get better without drugs. Not that they were not OK, just that I could find another way.
For the past year, things have gotten better and better. I look back now on the fear and insanity as though it were another life. For the first time I feel there has truly been a change in my thinking, as though I have walked through a door into a new self, or a clarified self.
I still experience suffering, but the agony is gone and pain is not so scarey anymore.
The result of finding these methods of coping has cleared a channel for spiritual connection, and through this connection flows nurturing energy and an illumination which makes love possible.