Posted by twinleaf on May 11, 2008, at 22:51:52
In reply to If you go... » Racer, posted by twinleaf on May 11, 2008, at 19:40:51
I do care...it would be wonderful if you could find treatment which really helps after trying to for so long.. And I think it takes a lot of courage to leave home and go to any kind of treatment center. Even though you know it will probably be very good, it's STILL extremely scary. Easier not to even try, really.
From my own experience, having therapy twice rather than once a week made all the difference in mentally taking in a new "good object", and really starting to feel better. When I was at my worst, just after the painful rupture with the first analyst, I went three times a week. I know you said that it's not possible now, but in case it does become possible later, it's an excellent recommendation to keep in mind.
I wish you lots of luck! If you go, it would be fascinating to receive an occasional note telling us about Renfrew.