Posted by Racer on September 17, 2006, at 1:48:42
I've been having this problem for a while now. Hell, probably most of the time since I started treatment. Obviously, I don't have much sense of hunger/satiety, and it's hard for me to stop eating a lot of the time. After I eat, I often feel way overfull, although I've been told I'm not actually overeating. And I stay feeling so overfull I think I'm going to burst for hours after eating.
We had Chinese food for dinner tonight, nearly three hours ago, and -- well, let's just say I can empathize with that urge to purge. I haven't done it, but honestly -- I still feel nauseous from overeating.
My T says that there's nothing wrong with me, that this is an illusion. I don't think so, though.
Then again, it's all horrible, because I'm so damned fat anyway.
Will this ever get better? Will it ever get easier?