Posted by alexandra_k on September 3, 2012, at 4:03:37
oh yeah. writing went away. i forgot.
most of the time i feel like stabbing my eyes with something sharp.
somehow or other i ended up at a vocational college learning how to be a personal trainer. except we don't do much learning. and i can't run or jump really.
i'm quite the behavior problem.
at first i was like 'this is so high school'. but now i see that the problem is that it is primary school really.
i was gifted. am, i suppose. that is it. that is a huge part of the whole 'what is wrong with me' thing.
i guess that is something that i got in the whole philosophy thing...
the world treats me like i'm stupid.
because... they aren't the smartest, i guess.
it is bizzarre.
very f*ck*d up.
i gotta get outta here.
but, uh, where to next?
i still don't know...
what the f*ck i want to do with my life...