Posted by porkpiehat on June 29, 2016, at 18:15:46
In reply to Re: developing psychosis or panic attacks?, posted by jonhed on June 29, 2016, at 16:18:11
I came up with my own BPD Dx on my own. Other people don't exist outside of my insecurities; rage that precipitates around situations of abandoment; most jobs and relationships failed. etc etc.
Every time I read the description it hits me like a ton of bricks and I'm inconsolable for a solid week.
the doctors/therapists have been off so many times that I find it hard to trust them.
Anyway I had a bad acid trip once where everything I looked at had a fearful and somewhat menacing connotation to it. That's kind of what these attacks felt like. That's why I worried about psychosis. Grandmother was schizophrenic and father is BP.
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