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addiction history and after effects

Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 7, 2013, at 20:23:12

i've posted various times of my addictions to both stimulants and benzodiapines.....but let make a quick review of it....because if i explain the whole thing it would take long long time to write,

it all started in 2001 with ADHD, then time went on i started noticing Adderall made me in better mood and was motivated to do things, after that i started to signicatnly abuse it, and then it caused amphetamine induced psychiatric disorders....i had anxiety, mental disortions, and for a while started having a altered view of reality....and then i was prescribed various benzos, went from klonopin, lorazepam, and then last xanax....they where at the max doses....and after that the signs of amphetamine abuse disappeared....but after more abuse started in 2006, i was ripped off it and put into a outpatient hospital....but i still stayed on Klonopin, after that more anxiety came both on life stress....and school that i could not focus, and i was put on Xanax on the max dose....that just made me more zoned out....xanax will take away anxiety, definetly but it can interfere with learning at school, it has to be regulated with both the doctor and the patient to adapt to its effects during school and function on intellect things.....

in 2008 was back on stimulants, vyvanse, and then moved to dexedrine spansules....and i abused that within 6 months...and was taken off....this time i was taken off both amphetamine, and alprazolam [xanax] and that was the worst hell i have ever been through in my entire life even until now....im still actually recovering still from that event because it was so fast, it was ripped off it....and put on only 2mgs of xanax xr....and then weaned off.....

so if your going through an addiction problem right now, this is not only to people who are reading this on babble, but on the internet, you have to rehab yourself, learn to do without it, forget all the memories of having the pleasant feeling....its hard and i am still recovering from that horrid time in 2009....my parents where rough, my doctor had no sympathy....it was awful....learn to do something like fighting, martial arts, sports, and games, rehab yourself to like things, an addict is a person who requires a substnace to remain normal, if they are taken off it, it can produce hard effects mainly on psychological parts. I personally want to learn ho w to fight, going to kickboxing matches, aikido....i havent started it yet, but the reasson because i feel better about myself that i know i can fight and learn things i should of learned in my childhood....do that learn how to fight, or ... study learn, poker, anything that creates pleasure in doing it. An addict only gets pleasure from the next hit, and they have to be taken care of because there world is through the substance...and the hell i went through being taken off it, was vary intense, but im writing this for that vary reason so it won't happen to someone else....

move on....if you have to move to a diffrent doctor....but really rehab yourself to things that give pleasure besides substances....

believe...

r


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