Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 10, 2013, at 0:35:37
I haven't taken my zyprexa yet but i'm really irrtible, like all these ideas are coming at once right now, but everythings fine, nothing bad.....but this is what im starting to notice about mania is it causes lots of energy for thoughts, but then there's irrtibility, getting discusted with everything. Thinking the worst of someone planning a plot, talking behind my back, or being slightly paranoid.....but the only reason is that it happened in the past...my doctor from a couple years ago was having phone conversation with my psychologist, and they made a plan to rip me off Dexedrine and everything I was on, and wrote a letter stating I needed to be in a hospital both for dependence and abuse, and also for mental conditions, I didn't even realize it was taking place....I went into the doctor's office to ask him to what to do about some domestic fights that where going on during that itme...he sat there and ignored me, this resentful look on his face....and then dischanged me. That's why im paranoid people are talking behnd my back.....my family has done that, said I stole things out of there house, made up all this stuff....and I got repped....
anyways, sometimes I don't like to take zyprexa because the manic states are like stimulation that feel good....but one thing....I've made it clear that I won't post crazy stuff....but im just posting my thoughts on this, im fine, nothing is wrong at all...just a lot of mental energy and im taking the zyprexa after this...
but .... thanks for reading....
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