Posted by brklyn233342 on March 10, 2013, at 17:36:32
Even on high dose treatment of parnate,even with augmentation,i still note a feeling of a lingering sadness as well as trouble getting my day started,i.e leacing the house etc.
As i sit here,pondering what to use for a possable augment,my mind drifts to the only substance that worked and had no interactions,MXE a cosion of ketamine,said to be safer and more potent,worked great for me,first it stopped a extreme anger issue keeping me totaly calm always,almost not allowing anger to show period,i had some lol tests and i just sat there calm and smiled,also it dident lift my mood but provided a non zombie like numbness to me that kept a lot of pain and sadness away,so since it doesent interact and is notably easy to use,i dont see any options to add however i ask here if anyone else has one please chime in.
My current augments are MODFANIL for the fatique of parnate,and ghb for social avoidance and anxiety i have.
I wondered if i was just drugging myself however with a time period off my augments due to simply not having them,i was counch ridden and totaly non functional so i guess for whatever reason my brain requires a hybried of treatments to band aid whatever it is that is truly wrong.
p.s i definatly use cbt like strategies all the time and am a believer that like seizures certain brain illnesses like hard core depression,anxiet,ocd,schizo,etc need medication the same way seizures of migraines do.