Posted by brklyn233342 on March 8, 2013, at 19:41:55
Hey everyone,i wanted to post here but for some reason registering seems to be impossable,i dont know if dr bob knows how hard the process of starting a account is
Anyway i posted as WILLYEE for a long time,i was assaulted by local police,and put in jail for - get this ASSAULTING THEM since they did not take kind to me trying to report it.So i did 7 months in my state jail for absolutly nothing at all,i was truly totaly innocent and locked up.
Anyway thanks to scott who i doubt remembers gave me girlfriend shasling encourgement while i was in there.
Im a veteran poster i posted a lot on google groups and a lot in the specific GHB group since it also contained posts about depression as well.
After ten years of posting id like to share what ive come to know as the secret to getting any relief,let me state FIRMLY im only posting my view i in no way shape or form am claiming this to be fact,looking for a debate,or anything else,i just figure since i lost ten years of my life i might as well share what has brought me to a level of functioning in todays society.The below meds and drugs are my aresnal in what i call the demon war of mental suffering,i use these to keep myself from falling into that pit of gloom,despair,sadness,etc that ate ten years of my life away,below are drugs,meds i believe are the only few and true actual mood lifters that will actualy do what they are supposed to and offer help.
Parnate - Let me state a few things about this,first their was an article which i can find anymore that stated parnate and aminptine were the only two anti depressants that actualy held a TRUE SUCCESS RATE which was at 80 percent.The second drug as we all know was discontinued and can only be found via the grey market.
Now about parnate,two things i personaly discovered about this drug is,FIRST contary to belief it is actualy USER FRIENDLY when combining it with many drugs.And for this reason i found the first thing about parnate is after its initial effect it MUST BE AUGMENTED or you will keep updosing it and updosing it to no avail,for whatever reason the drug seems to need a potentiator kinda like a light to a fire cracker,this could be a stimulant or even a sedative but it must be a potent one.
Second thing i noticed about parnate is a fairly high dose twice a day is needed,i needed to hit 50 mg twice a day too break through my wall but with augmenting it i can pass by on 40 but again 50 was the dose that got me through the wall and low time or once a day dosing just wont due.
Below is my current coctail as well as drugs i believe actual work and have and still help me in the now understood life long battle of depression.
Parnate 50 - 40 mg morning
Stimulant - prefab;y Vyeanse,or modfanil,
MXE tiny dose,helps with keeping me stable
and calm kinda like a true mood stablizer..gbl...yess i used ghb when it was legal,its not a drug but a nutrient,and even in drug terms its not toxic hence google the drug XYREM which is in fact nothing but GHB .Its actualy a gaba agent and has neuro protective properties on the brain.
Caffiene, my girl just takes it,ok i hear the commments now but i personaly like to crush half a tab and snort it daily ,yess it sounds stupid but for me its a direct hit of brain enregy and caffiene has shown also to be nuero protective on the brain.
So thats my c*ck tail but here is a list of drugs/meds i believe can be used with some sucess
- Parnate anti depressant/Nardil (old)if you can find it.
- Plain ole caffiene,i like to snort a half of tab,but for fatique or just mental enhancment seems to augment medications well and is legal and dirt cheap.
= MXE a cousin of ketamine,legal to use as a research chemical,three times stronger then actual ketamine,shows to help with depression,anxiety,and a great great mood stablizer and calming plain ole anger problems.Again its found online cheap ONLY for research purposes.
- Gabenpentin - Alone useless,however when taken in combo wiith a benzo and or other gaba agents addda a nice calming effect.
- Klonopin the king of anxiety medications,a must for general anxiety,also listed as a mild anti depressant and mood atablizer,of all the benzos id totaly recomdend having klonopin on hand.
- GHB/GBL used for anxiety,and all forms of social avoaidance,only found as gbl for industrial purposes ONLY NOT FOR INGESTION.GHB however is known to be nuero protective to the brain and enhances gaba.
- Vyvanse mild stimulant used for adhd,great for all forms of fatique due to medications and also looked into as a mood elevator itself,this drug can be a god send to someone stuck on the counch in a slump.
I dont have time to state how and exactly when why each of these can come in handy,this is just a handbook of what i found to be useful chemicals,depression is merciless and as we can see from this group has no intention on letting people off,i look at it as a demon,a monster and i keep strict track of anthing that helps qwell it.
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